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Monday, October 05, 2009 @ 3:00 PM
Lost phone. New phone..

I know it's been somewhat ages since i've blogged.
Been really busy. If it's not work, it's going out, if it's not going out, its training.

Actually I've really not been taking care of my health that well. Physical injuries and such. These few days it just got worse. Lol. I don't know what's the consequences if this goes on. Going Taiwan In a months time. Excited ? Yes I am. But then again, I go with the hopes that I can improve. By how much ? I hope a lot. Sometimes I want to prove to people my worthy but I just don't know how. I go back home to think of all the wonderful things I could do if I was a better player. I don't want them to be just a dream. Haha. IVP in a years time. Such a big thing. I've found my motivation. I need to think of it more when I train. I need to. Gym tmr!! Hope work ends earlier tmr. Fark last week I came at 9pm. -.-

And speaking of last week, i lost my Diamond 2. Haix. Actually i thought that it was some sort of joke at first. But I cam to realise this wasn't anything funny. But I can't put on a serious look right away. Haha. I was pretty sad but it already happened. I took things for granted. But it was well a lesson learnt. I will take care of my things better now. Thk god I got back my wallet though. And the money was intact. But I knew it already that the phone was gone forever. Making police report isn't much of a big deal. It only gives 2% chance of getting it back. So to you guys that's reading this, i'm not using the number starting with 9189 anymore. My new fixed number is 9653****. If you haven't got it, msn me or something. Signed up new line with an Iphone 3GS. My dad didn't want to pay 300 for the 3GS. I was pretty fine with 3G. I don't need it that sophisticated. I like my Iphone just as much as I love my Macbook. That thing is more than just a phone to me. It's one of the best entertainment device ever created ! Seriously. But yeah I love it. I swear this phone shall be with me for at least 2 years. I am not going to change it for anything else. Even if the 4G comes out. :]

Now at starbucks alone. Coz I'm thirsty and the workers haven arrive (at One Fullerton) yet. So yeah I'm slacking a while. Seriously. Macbook battery life is just awesome. It's been my great companion every single day. Really love my mom for this great gift. Wait, its a gift meh ? Haha.

Happy 19th Birthday aRIF! Yes finally the 5 of us are 19 years old! Seems quite old but we still look like secondary school kids. -.- Haha. Went out with them yesterday and ate fish n co (again!). Oh well. Haha. Oh yeah and we agreed to not do some things next year. Freaking hell. Let's just do it. Bastard idea yes but please. They don't give a shit. :]

Yuan Feng's sprinting training yesterday was something I've done for the first time. i admit, I almost died. Not for real la but it's really damn tiring. Which means it's beneficial too. Ya la I was like struggling but that's the idea what. If I'm not struggling means I'm not pushing myself. I don't mind doing it some more. We need it. He's really the perfect person to coach us.


Farhan

Thursday, October 01, 2009 @ 9:21 PM
Living in SIN is the new thing!.



Britney's new singlee! Haha. '3' - playing right now. It's a song about threesome. Peter, Paul and Mary. Hmm. Is she always that horny ? Will be buying her treasure chest coming 24th November. $145. o.o

Such a mishap. Wallet and phone stolen on Tuesday night. I used the word stolen - yes. I did not left it behind. It was taken! AArgh. And the person who stole it brought the whole thing to Dover MRT toilet and chucked my wallet there. He didn't take the money. Fuckk. Retarded. So wallet was returned to me. I feel like demanding to watch the CCTV on that night. Surely can see a few suspects. Using Nokia 6220 at the moment. And a new number too. Think I will be asking my dad if I can sign up for a student plan under my name. I've got a few savings. So yeah. But yes I miss my Diamond 2. Haix. :(

It was a great meetup last Monday. Met back a few of the secondary school friends and our Literature teacher! Haha. Mr Singh is still full of humor as he was before. Yes we reminisced. It was a great short gathering. And the pratas tasted so good. I wondered why I complained for dinner that day. :]



My fitness dropped like hell. I do lesser weights than I did in gym 2 months ago. Nvm. Dun fret. Just catch fast can already. Achingg. Training tomorrow. I don't know why but I love Friday evening trainings the most. I know how lousy my team is in terms of SP standard. I just hope the rest of us don't give up and keep trying. :]

Work tomorrow. Boring attachment. Lol. Love my macbook for entertaining me for all the days. :]


Farhan

Monday, September 28, 2009 @ 11:55 AM
attachment. competition's over. holidays. hari raya..

title says it all.

Yes, it's been ages since i updated. Been lazy and too busy. Mom's complaining why I keep going back home so late. i can't answer her. Don't know how to. Lol. It's a norm for me to be back home at night all the time. Only the recent Hari Raya days, did i managed to go out with her. Fasting month has ended. I freaking lost weight and looked 40% scrawnier than before. Lol. Should have seen that one coming. I don't get it. While other people anywhere wants to shed weight, here I am doing it with no sweat. What's wrong with my body ? I don't have sufficient vitamins in my body as i never take in any vegetable since i was 3 years old. I am in deep shit for that I know. I heal from injuries really slow. A minor cut can take a week and a half to recover for me. Lol. Wait-a-minute. Why am I talking about my body system. hmm.

Here a little summing up of things for me:
-Wei Jie's birthday.
-Canoe Polo competition.
-Exams.
-attachment all the way.

Work attachment from school. hmmm. hmmm. Hmm.... Boring. Certis Cisco. Security company. I don't understand why they would wanna take in students into their company when they don't have anything properly planned for them. Pretty dumb. Like right now, here I am playing on my macbook. Lasting for about 5 hours plus. Just slacking all the way. I would have been able to go for trainings using this time wasted. Not forgetting, I'm travelling around with the workers and perspiring along with them too. Wth. Fuck care about polo tee already. just wear t-shirt now. Haha.

During this period till attachment ends, I'll try to give my best during trainings. Just got back into the water recently and the whole body is dying already. Too long never row. I'll slowly catch up again. Wanna do something about my short bursts. Gym tomorrow! One thing though, I will accept all the scoldings but I won't give up. I know I should have quit way back but it's been too long. I like this sport. stop doing things halfway. I don't have ultimate strengths like the alumnis so I will try to work on speed and vision. I have found my motivation to train. The smirks and smiles from the faces of Tpeace is etched in my mind for now. I will turn that positive look on their face to disappointment when we meet next year. They are going to eat our shit by that time. And give that fat ass back his sarcasm.

Team dinner yesterday. Steamboatttt. Ate many beef slices. :] Attendance was as good as previous team dinner. O well.



New Britney song tomorrow. LOL! Titled '3'. Yes, the number 3. I don't know why it's that title. Sounds cool.

Meeting mr Singh and the other peeps this evening. it's beeen so long. Gonna be like another fun literature lesson! :]

Transformers 2 DVDRIP leaked. :]
Digging Paramore's 'Brand New Eyes'. :]


Farhan

Monday, September 21, 2009 @ 12:11 PM
I just wanna be...

.. 'Happy'

Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can’t have everything

Don’t you take chances
You might feel the pain
Don’t you love in vain
’cause love won’t set you free

I can’t stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be

So what if it hurts me?
So what it I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge,
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I just trying to be happy
I just wanna be happy, yeah

Holding on tightly
just can’t let go
just trying to play my role
slowly disappear

But all these days
They feel like they’re they’re same
Just different faces
different place
Get me out of here

I can’t stand by the side
Ooh, no
And watch this life pass me by
Pass me by

So what if it hurts me?
So what if i break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge?
my feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I’m just trying to be happy

Oh, happy
Oh

So and it's just that i can't see
The kind of stranger on this road
But don't say victim
Don't say anything

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge?
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I just wanna be happy
Happy
I just wanna be
Oh
I just wanna be
Happy.

:]

Farhan

Sunday, August 30, 2009 @ 1:10 AM
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Snow Leopard installed. :]



Woots.


Farhan

Thursday, August 20, 2009 @ 9:51 AM
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It feels like there's no more public holidays to look out for.

oh wait. There's still Hari Raya. I'd have to enter the fasting month first! Speaking of which, the first day of fasting is this Saturday. Will have to get used to waking up at 4 am once again. And training at 9am. Hmm. I can foresee a very hectic schedule which I am asking for.

Exams are not round the corner. They are just at the door net to mine. It doesn't even feel like anything. But it is coming next week. And I am not prepared for it as usual. I just can't manage my time well. I am still trying to cope. Hmm.

Shouldn't have went for Tuesday's training. Went back home earlier to rest but my temperature shot up to 38.7 degrees. I was burning and my head was spinning. Having a high fever. Still having fever today in fact. Irritating flu and cough. Mom told me to go back home after lessons today as there's fasting and exams coming right up. But I've been absent from exercising for quite long. Hmm. I'll decide later.

Mom got me my first Macbook 3 weeks ago. lovin' it really. :)

I feel like I'm financially cursed this year. Can't save money for my own personal spending like last year.

Think I will stop here for now. It's freezing here at the library. Wait, I think it's just me and my fever. -.-

Will post again soon. Been too long. :]


Farhan

Saturday, August 01, 2009 @ 12:03 AM
:].

Ok.

I know it's been weeks since I last post. But it's been hell weeks of tiresome. Just keep attending trainings non-stop. I would say it's a little crazy for me. But I have to accept itt. Right after that team talk, a different vibe was casted. Well. It was still kind of shaky. But it was good. We had the same aim - we want to be better than the alumnis. Takes timee. But really, I've faithfully attended every single session. I didn't had time for anything extra. In fact, I'm dying for extra hours of sleep. Haha.

Nothing much took place these few weeks. There's Gary's birthday last week, Poly 50 2 days back (Canoeists got 2nd! :]), Friendly against TP canoe team on a Sunday and err few mini tests in school which I detest. Hmm. And yes there are a few pictures tooo. Speaking of pictures, I got B+ for gems overall so far. Need to 'up' for the last assignment then get that A+.

So pictures first ? Or posts ? Lol.






Yes. I'm tannned as hell. Pure malay finally. Hee. We finally got team pictures but without Alex. hhMmm.

Friendly against TP. Hmmm. WTF. It was a match we should win. But we errr were exhausted lei. BUT that's not a goood excuse. So we shall admit we are still lousy. Haha. We shall make the crowd go WOW when the day deems fit. Training in progresss people. The IVP team comprised of year 2s and hmm not bad I think. But honestly and sincerely, good luck against our years 3s. :)

Gary's 21st birthday at Fish'n'Co. I just love that place. Honestly. And I have no idea why. But spent a whole 30 dollars. $.$ It was quite a big celebration for that crazy clubbing senior of mine. He got whacked right outside the outlet. Haha.

School has been crazy these few days. Sudden tests and lots of projects. Time managing was quite bad for me. :(

Just ended OOP test in the morning and couldn't get full marks. :( Mind keeps going blank each time I get stressed. Arh.

Taiwan trip is being planned now. SIA tickets at 490SGD. Exciting and expensive.
And yes, I am in need of money now. So I am positive to any interesting one day part-time job kind-a-thing.

ITP coming. Throw me some exciting company. Curse telemarketing. haha.

Looking forward to Britney's singles greatest hits coming October. Haha. Madonna's 'Celebration' comes out just in time for our national day too. 'Obsessed' is on heavy rotation. Official remixes leaked today. :]

Heading to bed noww. Will post again.


Farhan

Thursday, July 09, 2009 @ 12:48 AM
Team talk.

..done.
Was unfinished but fine.
**


Farhan

Tuesday, July 07, 2009 @ 6:55 PM
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Farhan



evan kong rocks!
Sunday, July 05, 2009 @ 12:15 AM
1st day on the job.

Got the first 50 dollars.

Got a backache from it too. Didn't know stnding would hurt one's back. I thought the legs would be the victim. In any case it was boring but it was still okay. Standing outside Heeren giving out Flyers. Wearing the sandwhich board. It wasn't that cool actually. Haha. Some people shun us. But I was amazed at the courtesy of singaporeans. Surprisingly, about 90% of them knew how to reject. The rest had either peculiar head turns or just stare and walk straight to their paths. Quite retarded really. But that's just what people are. Thk god my job doesn't have a quota to finish giving out the flyers. It's based on the hour I spent standing giving out. Well I did my best to give people the flyers. LoL. There were some sporty people who answered the question on our boards. It's a rather intriguing question that's printed on our boards - really.

And then we met this 'gay' guy outside heeren who was looking out for pretty girls for this show. I don't know what the hell it is but yeah. He even wanted Lex to model. LOL. And when he told us who he took for as godson, we were like stunned a little. Lol. Anyway yeah we saw hell lots of different people.

Transformers 2 for the second time yesterday. Was good watching it again with my classmates this time. There's gonna be a third time tmr I think. Haha!

MSTs over but the feeling's not right. Year 2 is a scary year. I don't wanna do anything wrong. Stop saying the same thing.

And yeah I get pissed. Like there is something that is bothering me. Why should I really bother about it ? Why why why why why why why why why why why why why why. I just dislike being the last in everything. I know why I crap a lot - so much that I'm nt treated the way a normal person would - or at least the way people use to treat me way way before. It's not me really, believe me. And everytime there's this fkin same thing being said and said and I just keep vigil and silent and pple mistake me for being pissed. I'm just avoiding really. Coz I find it fkin stupid. Seeing and hearing the same thing. Like I don't know enough. But in all, I still remain vigil and treat things like everything's fine.


Farhan